User blog comment:JeloElducal/I'm a butterfly effect/@comment-2189621-20170513052127

I agree with everyone that you're being too hard on yourself. You're very important to the series, and I don't think it'd last long without you. If anyone was what you're describing yourself as, it's me. Seriously, RftS and SitDS were atrocious and nobody can convince me otherwise, and LRTD seems to be heading the same way. Most of your rooms were great, and I very much enjoyed them. And while you did argue with TheO back in OtR P2, it was for good reasons. TheO was pushing you too hard to get Season 2 out early, and he was just acting whiny in general, so I can't say it was your wrongdoing.

TL;DR: You're being too hard on yourself. Nothing you do ends up disastrous, TheO is the one in the wrong, and I'm 50x worse than you are.