Thread:PeaVZ108/@comment-27480112-20180112132615/@comment-28716546-20180116212254

sometimes I feel everything I do is pointless

these websites are consuming my life

they're the only thing I do any more

I want to quit

I want to leave everything

but they're the only thing I enjoy

everything else is just dull

and if I left I would have nothing to look forward to

and life would be useless

but I need to

I can't live with them

I can't live without them

I've become too damn dependent on material things such as these

but when I do there's nothing

my life becomes an empty hole

everything is pointless

the only things I enjoy doing anymore are writing, watching anime and this

but anime is getting boring too

and writing is getting harder

maybe I'm too lazy

maybe I'm too stupid to do anything anymore

but I feel like shit every day

and every day I just want to die

and this is my coping method

take away my coping method, I can't cope

my life ends

keep it, and it consumes me

it grows out of control

my life falls apart

there's nowhere left to go

I feel alone

and I just make more and more people hate me

they make me feel more and more alone

and if I go, I lose all of my friends

all but one exist only online

I'll let you decide

stay or go

sorry for being such a dirtbag