Thread:JeloElducal/@comment-26888167-20180914020805/@comment-26888167-20180916031058

Now that you mention it, that is probably why I've been so harsh on our stories recently. I know it's not something you guys should worry about, but sometimes i get pretty frustrated in real life and with my friends from other wikis.

The situation in my country has made it dangerous to leave home, so my younger siblings aren't going to school. Therefore, my dad gave me the responsability to teach them two full hours of class everyday. Simply put, it gets tedious after a while. And we've been doing this for months. This doesn't include how frustrating my siblings can be sometimes. If they don't agree with me in something, they'll team up against me.

Then there's a friend of mine from the pony wiki. We are usually very good friends, but lately he's been in a bad attitude. He gets mad at me whenever I don't go online to talk with him. I've tried to explain to him that I have other stuff to do, and my own personal projects, but he still gets in a bad mood anytime I pass a day or two without going to talk with him. He frustrates me too sometimes.

There's another online friend of mine who has a discord server of people who are working on a series. I was glad to join and contribute to his series, and he even made me an admin over there. The thing is, more often than not, the people in that server argue and even start insulting each other. Not even the owner of the server can keep them under control, so of course, I have to go over there, and make them stop it. One of them is a downright negative person, and I had to be his psychologist for so long. In fact, the owner of the group even mentioned once that I act like I'm everyone's psychologist over there.

So you can imagine, I get more or less frustrated from different sides of my daily life, yet I usually don't tell them blatantly how frustrating they can get. I guess this is all just a case of all that frustration accumulating inside me, to the point I end up unloading it on someone who doesn't have anything to do with it all. I'm very sorry. None of you deserve that.