Thread:Shadowbolt500/@comment-27480112-20200102090616/@comment-2189621-20200211034527

CaptainRustbolt21 wrote: Would you stop self-depreciating yourself so much. I hate to sound so up-forward, but why are you so freaking negative all the time?

But honestly, I've seen very little to convince me to not be negative. Hard truth is, the world is awful. Pollution and climate change are getting worse and worse, efforts to stop it are either ignored and laughed at, and people who help it continue are being put in power. For every bit of good news, there are articles upon articles of bad news.

This has just made me really cynical and critical, which helps pave the way to my self-hatred, which I don't think it unjustified or "bad". Think about it, name one thing I've done good for the roleplay. Don't say "The RPG" because as the good saying goes, "Don't brag about a fish until it's off the hook". The possibility of me quitting development of it and casting it in the scrap heap is still a possibility. Overall, I'm lazy, stupid, can't draw or write anything properly, rude, and pretty much have no redeeming qualities.

That's why I m "so freaking negative all the time". Thanks for asking.