Thread:Redfork2000/@comment-30384301-20190305154237/@comment-30384301-20190309134312

Yes, I do. But I'm glad you're being honest.

I'm sorry if I sounded quite pessimistic there, but after losing to many conflicts that I have with you regarding stories and/or characters, I'm just slowly losing motivation to continuing HoEC. Look, I still appreciate the advice and tips you gave me on how to improve, but writing HoEC just doesn't quite feel the same as before anymore. Honestly, even I'm struggling in explaining my points on a subject.

You see, I'm the kind of person who encounters more problems with every improvement along the way, especially with storywriting. There weren't many troubles I've experienced in the first two seasons, since there were many story ideas and structures available, which is also why my older characters appear to be much more developed than my recent ones. However, after noticing from the third season that things begin to change in many ways, I struggle to having my characters adapt to those changes and blend in. And since story ideas are being taken out left and right, I have a hard time thinking of fresh new ideas that can appear to be appealing to readers. I'm aware that most of your stories have been inspired from other media, but that is never the case for any of my stories, since I often prioritize in originality. Yes, I never had a single story completely inspired by another's work. And no character of mine is ever completely inspired by another character, at most a character of mine is inspired by two or more characters from different media. I always thought stories had to be original in order to be good, especially in the later seasons, because I don't really like taking the easy way out by having my stories be a mere edited copy of another story, or similarly for my characters.

And if you've noticed, I've also started more conflicts with you on small matters, and honestly I've been bitter each time you gave a valid argument on a subject, but I decided to keep these feelings to myself. Notable examples include our conflict about Drake's helicopter crash back in Danger in the Skies. This might be influenced by my feelings towards the changes of HoEC from Season 3 onwards, because by struggling to come up with new story ideas, I've also developed some fear into thinking that I'll never be able to come up with good story ideas, which made me tend to pick on what I think might be mistakes in my own view. I'm sure you'll understand what I mean from my perspective.

So yeah, sorry again if I sounded pessimistic, but I thought it's a good time to have these thoughts of mine finally out of the way.