Thread:Moon Snail/@comment-27480112-20180520025048/@comment-30384301-20180520033703

Moon Snail wrote: CaptainRustbolt21 wrote: You are not a horrible person. There are things in your gut that you should not listen.

Don’t lie to yourself like that. Even if your life is completely destroyed, suicide is just the coward’s way out. And I’m no coward. And neither are you. What do you know about me? All you've seen from me is a picture with some stupid trying-too-hard-to-be-cool text next to it. That's all I've been to everyone here.

Good roleplayer? How? Tell me, have I ever made a good episode or story of any kind? No I haven't. Region for the Sky, Popping Party at the Monkey City and especially Stare into the Dragon Soul were all horrendous episodes that are easily in the top 10 worst episodes of all time. Lucas is probably the worst and most stupid main character in the entire RP. He's a complete Gary Stu that has a ridiculously powerful bow that he never misses with. And him getting kidnapped all the time is both a copout and as funny as the Spaghet meme. Ripto is also one of the dumbest villains ever. Oh, he killed almost every dragon ever? who cares? And how would he be able to go across god-knows-how-many, possibly infinite different universes and kill literally every dragon there? If he can do that, how did he not be able to get into Dragon Soul? Nothing about it makes sense!!! Seriously, my characters are either unnecessary or stupidly OP and unfun to play with.

Sure, suicide is a coward's way out, but I've always been a coward, avoiding responsibility and my mistakes instead of working on them. I'll just die as I lived. You are not a coward. You are not a bad roleplayer. And you are nowhere near being a horrible person.

All you need to do is get over it. Why are these memories holding you back? They were so long ago! I, too, have made terrible stories and episodes before. I even made a terrible RP, The Portal Problem, which at least I find terrible. Still, I decided to move on and never talk about them again. You should do the same. You will be a horrible person only if you do commit suicide, and right now, you haven't commit suicide yet so you're nowhere near horrible.